Almost Ready

Almost Ready

6/25/14

Home
But not completely

Sitting in the living room
Because I feel a little less life
When we're apart
Restlessness settles in
The place that should be comfort
I close my eyes and try to recall
Your hands running along my body still
I'm stuck in the wanting stage
Wanting this, wanting that, wanting
A future with you always
Stuck waiting for the day I'll smile and say confidently
I know
Every time I look into your eyes
But first I need to erase my fears
And I'm so close so close
So close I can feel your breath on my lips
As soft skin begins to mold mesh together
Two bodies two souls
Love is two paths ending together the same
Could this finally be it
Could you finally be the one
My heart dares to believe
But my scars scream a warning
Am I ready to believe in such a mythical coming
Together as one 
I reach for your eyes and whisper
Almost, almost, kiss me, almost

Ready to believe

Always…